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NaNo and Life Blocks

I’m heading out to the World Fantasy convention down in San Jose, California in…less than an hour…but I thought I’d drop a note about NaNo since it starts while I’m down there.

This year is the first in a long while that I decided to do NaNo several months ahead of time. Normally, I say I’m not going to do it then jump in at the last moment, praising Lazette Gifford left and right for convincing me to keep a couple of outlines on hand.

Oddly, it’s also the year where I may be the least prepared since my first NaNo in 2003 when I wrote Shafter. I had a number of possible projects, all in various stages of preparation, but have chosen to do none of them.

I took a good look at what has happened since I fell sick about two years ago, and realized I’d abandoned a novel. I started Karth’s Story for the March Madness challenge on Forward Motion, and never touched it again. Now if the story no longer appealed to me, if I didn’t ever think about Karth and his unknown daughter, if visions of the not-quite-alive forest didn’t tease, I’d say the flaw was in the story.

However, it bugs me that I didn’t finish the novel. I’m enough of a goal-oriented perfectionist to want to finish everything I write, so that could have been the cause. But there’s a big difference between the few short stories and novels that remain unfinished because I can hardly recall their story lines, and being haunted.

So I’ve decided to accept that Karth’s Story, along with the rest of me, fell victim to a Life Block. Not a writer’s block where the fault lies in the tale or the telling of same, but a life block where something external, uncontrollable, act of Godish, happened to prevent this tale from coming to life. When I got over the life block, instead of looking back at the abandoned bones of a novel discarded, I surged forward on to new vistas in the forms of Coma Wedding and Molly, leaving Karth a faint ghost to haunt me.

No more. I am scrapping the less than 10k I managed to squeeze out of my overloaded, heavily medicated brain, and starting anew. As of November 1st, Karth’s Story gets another shot at the limelight, another chance to draw you into a world where an adventurer’s retirement is really denial of troubles left unsolved…mysteries that have a habit of growing ever more complex once out of sight. Whether I reach the end in 50k, finish all 85k or so expected for the first draft, or just get a solid start, this time Karth will not be abandoned on the very doorstep of his greatest adventure yet.

Friday’s Interesting Links

There’s no reading section this week, because I’m not done with the book I am reading, and you’ll find the selection on links is a little sparse. I’ve had an incredibly productive week, but it took me a bit to get back into the swing of things on the Web after the Muse Online Conference, so I didn’t have time to read as many links as I usually do. You might also notice that my interesting links have a new home, along with all my posts from both my Thinking and Writing blogs. I’ve been planning to consolidate onto my website for a while, but I was having some difficulty getting Blogger to give up the old material. As you can see, that is no longer a problem.

So, if you’re reading this on Stray Thoughts, please click over to Tales to Tide You Over and visit my home. For those of you already here, welcome. I hope you enjoy your stay and check back frequently. If you haven’t been here before, please click the HOME link at the top of the page to see the rest of my site.

Writing

A good reminder about sanity in this gig:
http://blog.nathanbransford.com/2009/03/ten-commandments-for-happy-writer.html

YES! We are artists making point by point decisions, not computers churning out results to specification, and I’m a programmer so actually understand the work that getting those results take. It sounds very hoity-toity, and I don’t mean it in the way that avoids editing, but applying a “rule” blindly can weaken the text more than using all the tools in the chest as they were intended.
http://blog.writersdigest.com/norules/2009/10/20/TheMuchMalignedAdverb.aspx

Fun comic about plot twists:
http://dresdencodak.com/2009/05/11/42-essential-3rd-act-twists/

A thought on the meta message being sent by YA fiction:
http://www.plottopunctuation.com/blog/show/32

Because we all need the reminder that our carefully edited and polished manuscripts will be edited again after acceptance:
http://kmessner.livejournal.com/126769.html

Submitting

An approach to synopsis writing with potential:
http://frohock.wordpress.com/2009/10/19/another-take-on-the-synopsis/

Some agents want to see how you found them, some want to see who you think you write like, and others want the exact opposite. It only goes to show just how different agents can be.
http://theswivet.blogspot.com/2008/08/query-dissection-kelly-gays-better-part.html

Proof that publishing runs in cycles. The “standalone” label has become powerful again. A lowdown on the state of series:
http://kidlit.com/2009/10/21/querying-with-a-series-series-in-general/

A peek into “almost there”:
http://magicalwords.net/cemurphy/one-step-shy/

Science

Robots are cool, but that this is a local discovery is even better :) .
http://www.newscientist.com/article/mg20427305.600-hydrogen-muscle-silences-the-domestic-robot.html

And on the other end of the spectrum, a Bronze Age town:
http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn18023-underwater-town-breaks-antiquity-record.html

The Muse Online Conference 2009

The Muse Online Conference 2009
I’ve mentioned this conference on and off over the last couple of years, but this may be my first official conference report. Though I’m not one to hang about in my robe and bunny slippers, Muse Online is unique in that it is 100% online with the interactions occurring round the clock in a combination of forums and chats. This year, a new aspect was added: pitching to both agents and editors. The feedback so far is overwhelmingly positive and it looks like more agents and publishers will participate next year.

So enough with the generals. Here is my Muse Online experience:

I have been offering a writing techniques class since 2007, my second year, so the whole Muse Online experience began for me back in June when I put my class materials together. I was not alone in the focus though, because the year-round, related listserv was buzzing with people trying to confirm their memberships and eager to see what this year’s conference would offer.

I reviewed the folks offering pitch slots and identified one agent who accepted works like my novel. From that moment on, there was all the normal panic associated with an in-person pitch, only slightly lessened by the realization that this would be typing not speech, so I’d be unlikely to dissolve into stutters or lose my voice. And if my hands shook, I could always edit before I pushed send.

I did put together a pitch, edited it again and again, got crits, edited again, and finally polished the pitch before I submitted it to Lea, who evaluated all pitches to make sure the work was a good match, a pre-screening to ensure this aspect a greater chance at success. I also attended two pre-conference workshops on in-person/online pitches to prepare.

A week before the conference, the presenters were allowed into the forum and I put up my welcome thread in the board reserved for my Non-Verbal Communications workshop. I already had a list of names and emails for both my forum class and the related chat that would have been intimidating if I didn’t know how many people, myself included, tended to over schedule. Since my workshops involve a feedback component, the number of active members can affect my participation in the rest of the conference, but at the same time, the more the merrier, because overall, Muse Online attendees tend to be supportive and encouraging of their fellows’ efforts.

Late Sunday, I posted the introduction to my class and went to bed.

When the alarm rang on Monday morning, I wandered in, armed with my conference agenda which I had already beefed up with direct links to the specific forums, and notes about whether I’d downloaded the related documentation and read it. I first went to my workshop and responded to the enterprising folks for whom the sun had risen long ago, and then to each of the workshops I had signed up for.

My first mistake. I had carefully converted the Eastern times into Pacific and recorded when the chats would be (the only time-dependent aspects), but had confused 12pm with 12am in my rush to get ready. So I missed my first chat, luckily one that was a recap of the pre-conference pitch preparations.

Despite that rocky start, though, I managed to keep up with my own class and read the material in the ones I’d signed up for. The very first day I had to mock up a website in a class on marketing yourself online and put together a scene with specific dialogue requirements on top of the reading. I also had the opportunity to ask questions based on the various readings, one I took where necessary.

I managed to keep up with the readings and some of the assignments for the first two days, but on my pitch day, I could focus on nothing else as much as I tried. I answered questions and gave feedback in my class by sheer force of will, but the rest, I thought, could wait a day.

The pitch itself went not at all as planned. My first shake occurred when the agent said, “Hello.” A simple thing, but I had step by step directions that said hop in the room and paste your pitch because time is short. I stalled for a moment, but since there had been some confusion about rooms and the moderators were clearing out stray people, the delay before I said, “Hello” back went largely unnoticed. Still, remember that panic?

Then I pasted the first line of my pitch and paused to give the agent a moment to read, as counseled in the staging area where the moderators gave a blow by blow account of the pitches to help prepare those waiting. I was second, so I hadn’t seen many of the tips, but I incorporated what I could.

I was preparing to paste the second line when she asked about genre. That’s in the last line of my pitch, but easy enough to bring up. Then she follows with another question: length, and another question. Suddenly, I have lost the security blanket of my carefully polished pitch and am winging it.

Here’s the thing though. She couldn’t see my shaking hands, and I learned that rather than drone on about the ten thousand details and complexities that made up my novel, I was surprisingly coherent and clear. Ultimately, she told me to send in a partial, so despite losing my footing, I’d managed to do just what I’d intended, intrigue her about the story.

So, my first experience with an “in-person” pitch? It was positive, fun in a scary kind of way, and a confidence builder simply because I didn’t lose focus or run on.

Not too surprising, I rode that high for the rest of the day while I tried to catch up with my classes.

Then came the limits of an online conference. The next day was swallowed whole by a programming issue on a site I support. Eight hours later, exhausted, I struggled to catch up with my classes and failed. However, I did manage a trial run for my chat with my two marvelous moderators who helped me transform a wild and crazy concept into a functional chat game.

Friday morning, I ran my non-verbal charades game in chat (with the help of three moderators, actually). Everyone had fun and learned things all at once. It was so popular that when our time expired, the game continued back in the forum and has been borrowed by a couple attendees for their own writing groups.

The rest of Friday and Saturday, I rallied and managed to catch up on the reading if not the assignments in all but two classes, as well as keeping up in mine, and on Sunday I finished off everything but one class that was largely lecture so I can still read and benefit from it.

This conference has all the rush, adrenaline, learning, and overwhelm of the in-person conferences I’ve been to with a firm writing focus and none of the hotel and commute costs. I recommend it to everyone, only do try your best to set the week aside, because you won’t have time for much else.

My conference take-aways were many, but here are some of the top ones:

1) The biggie was that I learned I can pitch Shadows of the Sun effectively.
2) I learned some online promotion techniques that should serve me well, and already I’ve improved my website with this page: http://margaretfisk.mmfcf.com/forreaders-chc.php
3) I learned how to improve my bio. I haven’t implemented the change yet on my website, but it’s in the works.
4) I now know just where Demon Rules falls in the MG/YA market and how to put that in my query letter.
5) And I picked up a handful of writing techniques that will be fun to try.

That’s not to mention the chance to chat with writers I wouldn’t normally have encountered, the joy that comes in seeing people grasp concepts not because it’s easy but because they’ve worked their tails off, and the creative energy that comes over me despite the post-convention drain, an energy that has sparked progress on two separate editing projects as well as a handful of deadlines.

Some people say you get what you pay for. If you truly believe that, then let me recommend you plunk down a donation at the end of next year’s conference, because whatever you pay, this one is worth it.

Poor neglected writing blog

Hi everyone. Wow, I didn’t realize I’d neglected this blog so much. Trouble is that my focus has been largely on critting and non-fiction writing, so I didn’t have much to say on the fiction writing world.

So, a quick catch-up:

1) I’ve redone my website so it now is a pure writing focus. (I mentioned this regarding the image at the top, but I’ve done a bit of polishing.)

2) I sold a short story that’s available online so if you’ve been curious about reading something of mine, just go to the “For Readers” page of my website. Also, while you’re there, check the “Latest News” page for additional happenings.

3) I should have been doing a crossover post all along, but I’ve started a new tradition on my Stray Thoughts blog called Friday’s Interesting Links. Since these links have a heavy writing/publishing focus, they should be of interest to anyone here who does not also follow that blog. Check out this week’s here: http://marfisk.blogspot.com/2009/10/fridays-interesting-links.html

4) The outlines:

–The Princess in the Tower is the closest to done of all three outlines, but it still needs some work.

–The Farmer Boy is the farthest from being done as I only did the examples necessary for my class and haven’t gone back.

–Let Me Tell You All About Myself is probably about halfway done. The concepts are all there, but the threads to pull it all together need fleshing.

5) NaNo – yes, I’m planning to do NaNo this year, the first planned event since my second year doing it back in 2004 (note I’ve done NaNo every year regardless :p). However, I have yet to settle on a project, so things are still up in the air.

6) This month I’m going to both Muse Online and World Fantasy. Hope to see/meet in person some of you there.

7) And I’ve finally started working on a fiction project again…Selkie. I’m in the process of re-outlining based on the feedback, after which I plan to retype the whole thing because so many of the edits are a word here, a phrase there, that will change the meaning significantly. I find retyping allows me to integrate them better.

I think that’s about it :) . Any questions?

Enter the Three-Ring Circus

I, Margaret the Magnificent, will now perform the amazing, death-defying act of writing three novel outlines simultaneously before your very eyes. If my attention slips, if I falter, my brains will begin to leak from my ears, but I scoff in the face of danger and dive into the challenge without the least tremble. See how steady my hands are as they pound against the keyboard, how my eyes crinkle with concentration, how my teeth grit as I attempt this task? Watch carefully as the scenes bloom under your very eyes…

Okay, not really, but that’s how it feels at times. I am doing something I have never done before.

I’ve written, edited, and prepared three different novels, I’ve even actively written two WIPs at the same time, but I have never tried to wrap my mind around three different worlds simultaneously.

You nod your heads sagely and say that this explains the sudden silence on my writing blog. You might even wonder if you can see a hint of red behind these black letters as blood vessels pop in my forehead, but I swear I have a logical explanation for my latest insanity.

If you recall, I mentioned I was teaching a class on outlining. And you might also recall I mentioned a sudden inspiration out of nowhere.

These seemingly unrelated events are actually behind this situation I now balance precariously.

I’ve learned from the other classes I have taught that it helps students if I perform the same tasks they do, live and with possible hiccups. So I had planned to work on an idea for the class long before that little inspiration dropped in my lap.

Then, when I started on the fairytale example (to use a fairytale is part of the class), I started seeing double, one a true telling and one a modern retelling.

Since my students were welcome to do the same, a true telling or an adaptation, I went ahead and built both as examples. Not only that, but I specifically chose a fairytale that would challenge me to work on one aspect of my fiction writing I find weak–writing humor.

Then, round about week three of the class, the outline marathon begins on Forward Motion in preparation for the 10-day Labor of Love writing challenge I usually participate in but was not planning to this year. I couldn’t very well leap ahead of the class and outline my new stories because it would encourage my students to do the same. So instead, I wrote only what I needed for the next lesson (5 scenes each) and pulled out that inspiration to get another 20 scenes.

And there I found myself outlining three stories. It happened almost without my conscious knowledge, or at least without my acceptance.

If you’re curious as to what happens next, join the club. For the time being, I’m working on each of the outlines separately and with different levels of focus. During the outline marathon, I focused mainly on the inspired idea because of where we were in the class. Since then, I’ve worked on both of the class outlines (as well as starters for at least three additional outlines as extra examples in the class) and the modern-day retelling is winning at the moment, though the inspiration, Let Me Tell You All About Myself, is still the one with the most scenes with 20. The Princess in the Tower has sixteen, and The Laughing Farmer Boy stands at only 6.

Ideally, all three will be fleshed out in time for the big decision as to which gets written for NaNo. If, as I suspect, The Laughing Farmer Boy turns into a young YA or middle grade, it won’t be long enough for NaNo. The Princess in the Tower is sure to be YA so between 50k and 60k most likely, while Let Me Tell You is a complicated mature novel that would best fit in women’s fiction if it didn’t focus on a male MC. What do you want to bet I do both the fairytale inspired ones? Sigh.

The End of Molly

This is not as ominous as it sounds.  In fact, it’s a matter of celebration.

I have written the most important words in a first draft.  Those two little ones that can only be placed after the last bit of text has hit the page.

That’s right.  Molly’s first draft is complete.

It’s been a struggle for many reasons, and I think there’s still a lot of work to do in cleaning up the scenes back when I didn’t quite get into the story (though I’m happy to be proven wrong about that ;) ), but overall, it’s a solid book.

Themes?  Well, the first contact is obvious, but there’s a couple more that are showing up.  That of accepting people for what they do, not what they appear to be, in this case age.   Overall, the themes circulate around the word “assumption” and the dangers held within that word.  Mr. Pell, the diplomat, has a nice little cameo on that topic in the epilogue :) .

As far as the Thinking Sideways process, I realize I’ve fallen off the wagon again.  I was so desperate to prove to myself that I could finish this novel after my recent health issues that I haven’t read any more lessons and quite likely missed some relevant stuff.  Time to buckle down and get them done.  I’ve decided my next novel will be for NaNo, which gives me a couple months to catch up in TS.

Anyway, final stat are:
New Words: 575 words
54 scenes
54 complete – 100% of the novel
0 Scenes remain
0 Remaining word count
54355 Estimated length – with an average of 1007 words per scene.
54355 Final Total

So Why Am I Dragging My Feet?

I have found out why taking Molly to the very last page is proving to be…difficult. Or at least I think I have.

I recently commented on a post on Forward Motion where I recounted my difficulty with writing “the end” in a novel some years ago. In that specific case, the problem was that I didn’t know what I was writing next, and wasn’t ready to have nothing to write.

Well, I’m feeling a touch of that now with Molly.

I decided that I won’t write another novel until NaNo to give myself time to catch up on my other writing tasks. So what was the result? Progress on Molly ground to halt. And even now that I’m writing again, the consistent forward motion is just not there. Even worse, I’m ADDING scenes :P .

Okay, to be honest that isn’t worse, it’s just right. The new scenes are necessary, and any concerns about not hitting my 50k word count have been summararily dismissed.  I have somewhere between 3,000 and 5,000 words to go, and a hard time finding the time to write. Still, I’m in the final stretch. I’ll get there maybe by the end of next week, as I hit the road again and am not sure how much time I’ll have for work.

From Ideas to Outline

If you’ve been reading this blog for a while, you will have seen me take all sorts of ideas through their paces. If you’re curious as to how I get rolling, I’m teaching a workshop on Forward Motion through August and into September that takes you through my process one step at a time. This is outlining for organic thinkers, though the methodology works on both inspired and crafted works (as not all my ideas come dressed for the party).

Anyway, if you are interested, here’s the specifics for the six-week workshop.

From Ideas to Outline will introduce a series of techniques to convert an idea into a workable, non-constricting outline. Come prepared to work hard as you will be asked to perform each technique yourself so that you can judge whether it works for you or not.
Begins Monday, August Third. Facilitator: Margaret McGaffey Fisk

Note that theses workshops are free but do require that you become a Forward Motion member (which is also free). Once you are logged in, click the below link to go straight to the right section (note the Learning Center 2009 link is available from the header on any forum page):

http://www.fmwriters.com/community/dc/dcboard.php?az=show_topics&forum=465

Hope to see some of you there.

Just when I thought I was busy enough…

Gak! I have been attacked, sneak attacked at that.

I’ve been pushing on so many things that my life has come to resemble a tornado, touching down on one project just long enough to leave disaster in its wake before bouncing off to find another victim. To counter this, and give me space to do what I need to do…like teach a class starting August 3rd that’ll run for 6 weeks…I declared once I finish Molly, that’s it. I’m not starting another novel (meaning writing, not prep work) until NaNo. This is a blessing because it means I won’t be scrambling to finish a novel before November 1st, especially since after the class, I’m teaching another at Muse Online (remember registration closes on August 1st) and going down to World Fantasy 2009 in San Jose (meaning I won’t even be here for the start of NaNo).

And those are just the big external things. I’m currently critting a novel with another in the queue, I let my Selkie edit fall to the wayside when I got overwhelmed, and I’m supposed to be editing and submitting short stories which means getting and receiving crits…and acting on them.

Do I sound frantic enough? And that’s not even considering my computer work, my kids, my hubby, and plans to go on vacation a lot in the remaining days of summer.

The last thing I needed was an article on self-publishing and the concept of having to explain your life’s story on a first date to cross my plate.

What do these two things have in common? Well, absolutely nothing to any reasonable person. But when have I ever claimed to be reasonable.

Enter Let Me Tell You All About Myself.

The idea crossed my mind early this morning. I wanted to pass it to a friend because it was funny, but she wasn’t around. I figured I’d have forgotten it by the time she got back, and went about my business. Bad move.

That gave the story a hook into my memory because I wanted to tell it to someone. And with that hook, it wiggled its way through the barriers to that swamp I call my idea generator and started shuffling through the mud, stirring up an unholy mess.

No, this isn’t an urban fantasy, science fiction, or even a romance. I can’t even claim this as a crossover mainstream like Coma Wedding. Let Me Tell is a psychological mainstream novel about expectation and delusion. About building up an image that becomes so real that you start to question whether reality can compete. (Okay, I forgot about the article talking about a man whose girlfriend is a body pillow stamped with an anime character, which might have had a slight hand in this mess too.)

The closest genre to something I’ve completed before is a romance, but it’s certainly not conforming to the genre requirements since we only meet her through her self-published autobiography. However, because of that, I’ll need to come up with entries that are sweet, funny, endearing, and positively wonderful (oh and I don’t do funny well :p). But mainly it’s the story of a guy who finds his perfect mate between the covers of a book, and the struggle between wanting to find the reality and fearing it won’t measure up.

And to make matters oh so much better (not :p), because the idea burst in upon me with such weight, it already has an almost complete initial synopsis and a handful of scene suggestions. This makes it worthless as my “work alongside” idea for the August workshop, which is From Ideas to Outline. I still have to find an idea for that…but maybe I shouldn’t look too hard until the 1st has come and gone :p.

And Molly Bursts Back onto the Scene

I’ll bet you were starting to think I’d never post here again. Part of me was wondering the same, but Molly would hear none of it.

Since I last wrote on Molly (or any fiction), I have been swamped with family obligations, non-fiction deadlines, and a nasty cold that is still lingering after knocking me flat on my back for a week…and that was three weeks ago. What this left me with was with no creativity. Not a single drop. And no urge to write.

I’m not in a huge rush, so I thought to let my body heal I would just be patient. And patient. And even more patient.

I still have no urge to write.

This morning, I was tired of waiting, tired of patience, and tired of starting to question whether I’d ever have the urge to write again. I sat down with my mini computer and said I would just write for a while. If it didn’t come, that was okay, but at least I could say I tried.

About 30 minutes in, I had to go help my youngest find something, I stopped to hang out with my oldest for a sec, and I replenished my drink.

Was I done?

Not exactly.

I went back to the couch, picked up my mini computer, and started typing again.

All told, I worked about an hour and a half (maybe a little less due to interruptions) and finished the scene I’d stopped on (in the middle of a SENTENCE!) before as well as adding a new one. The story has reached one of its crucial turning points; according to the calculator, I have about 10,000 words left; and somehow I think I’ll be writing tomorrow as well :D .

And stats:
New Words: 1516 words
51 scenes
41 complete – 80% of the novel
10 Scenes remain
9760 Remaining word count
49776 Estimated length – with an average of 976 words per scene.
40016 Current Total